i hate when you make me wait;

when i obviously didn't have to.
I'm not coming the next time you call. YOU come & tell me, then.

i went to naiyana's house, & it was funn :D
we always have the weirdest conversations, haha. today, it was about lemon/pancake - heads. Yea, that's pretty how much how the day went.
oh, & she tried on my orchestra dress (: naiyana looked reaaaally pretty !

not even close, dude.
"oh, this is for last night."
"it had stripes & little red hearts on it"

& ooooh, tomorrows an 'A' day ! i wonder what that means ;D
and its all about them ties now, if yu know what i mean.


but for now, it's time to get working ;

what am I waiting for ?

its pretty apparent.

It's either one of the two options :

1. Uh, I'm REALLY obvious, apparently.
2. either that, or yur reaal smart /:

I'm pretty sure it's the first, though.
I mean, you'd have to be blind not to see it.


Hard to ignore, & impossible to miss.

embarrassed.

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I'm so embarrassed.
It's ridiculous; dudeee, its only like the third day too.

and i've got no chance.
" I can't pull another one of those . "
Too bad, I am ?!
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one day at a time.

It's nice to let it all out,
but there are still so many questions.
Like, what do I do from this point on ?

Anyways, at least now I know that I'm not a freak.

I had to tell someone.
It's not all bottled up anymore, thankfully.

Things happen, and while they may not feel right at the time, they happen for a reason. People change, and that fact is inevitable.
The only thing I ever wish for , is that things will be alright in the end, and that we'll all be happy with what/who we have.

I'm actually kind-of looking forward to monday (; strange, seeing as how i'm actually not disliking things as much as i thought i would.

Yeah, things aren't the way I want them; I can't complain, though.

I have this new motto, where I'm trying to stay optimistic. Is it working ?! I was always negative, because one of the things i hate the most is being disappointed. If you never had much hope in the beginning, then you won't be as hurt when it doesn't happen the way you want it to. At the same time, I learned that you have to stay happy, or else nothing will ever seem right. I got tired of feeling down all the time; who wants that, right ? all about the attitude, maaaan.



We take it one day at time, because that's all we're capable of.

Er, No.

I should not have said that.
ugh, why ?

Actually, no.
I can't pull another one of those things ?
yeah, no.
just no.

Why am I suddenly regretful ?
I don't know why it's like this, all the time.

& I hope this blog made no sense to you.

i've noticed.

No one writes blogs anymore, haha.
I guess we just don't have the time, huh ?

uplifting.

I feel inspired.

I want to do more , so much more than i think i'm capable of.



I just watched the most amazing video, a piano & cello duet. I saw it a few months ago, & i was impressed before, but now i'm just in awe. What amazing talent ; quite honestly , i find it extraordinary. When i watch the two of them create such beautiful music, it pushes me to do more than i've ever wanted. especially carmen ; i love the way she touches the keys, how she's so into what she's doing, & the all the emotions that go behind the music.. and paired with the cello, whoa (; & they arranged that piece, too. now thats even more incredible. that girl in the video was in my piano class, & its a shame that i dont get to see her perform anymore. but oh well, everything she did while she was here was inspirational.

i hope that, one day, i'll be able to do the same thing : play in a way that has the power to inspire & move others.

watch it ! i know yu'll love it , too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVfQBIAHGNg