I hope you realize,

I'll always be here for you girls (:

divinagracia ;

<3

HA , I'm a loser.

Tell me something I DON'T know.
I'm not sure if I should do it. Maybe I'll wait, because I'm too indecisive.
I'm worried someone else will ask before me, though.
Ugh, I'm confused.

townsquare.

It was, overall, a good day.
We watched new moon. The movie wasn't that good, but it was better than Twilight (:
Asian possay went, too.
" My hands are cold. "

I love how Ashley and Naiyana kept chasing each other around today. LOL, what crazy girls <3 We left right when we were having fun. DANG, it was cold, though.
Oh, and we each made a wish (:

& I need to stop changing my mind, because i already know what the right decision is.
The right thing isn't always the easiest thing to do.
In fact, it usually isn't.

why ,

do i always change my mind ?
ugh , option 3.

this can't be happening, right ?

You played piano today ,
And it was beautiful <3

I didn't realize you were playing at the time, so I missed most of it. But it was really quite beautiful, & I loved it. I want someone that can inspire me.

& as for mr. not-so-sure :

I'm so nervous about what you'll say. Could you really feel the same way ? Are you unsure, too ? This isn't good for me, or for you.
If I had to tell the truth, I would have to say that I don't want to get hurt. And I don't want you to get disappointed, either. As much as I'm hoping for you, there ARE better girls out there for you. Plenty, trust me. & thats why I don't think I have a chance in the first place. Why would you choose me ?
I'm afraid that I'll mess things up, and our friendship will be ruined. But what am I supposed to do, ignore this ? It'd probably be best if I did.

You're different. & Heeey, I gotta say, you're quite the charmer.


I don't want to lose you.
That's what I'm scared of the most.

november 6th ,

spent pretty much the entire day with naiyana, ashley, and diane.
good day ! definitely.
maybe i'll blog later, but i'm quite tired.
later, guys !
sweet dreams <3