My eyesight

is absolutely terrible.
& it's getting worse, haha. Yeah, I'm a bit worried.

Sometimes I am.

Other times I'm not.

Get it ?

Ugh.

linc2479 (11:54:09 PM): why didn't you go to sleep an hour ago??
Craxiceanlandylo (11:54:27 PM): cause I wanted to talk to my best fraaan, tomas.
linc2479 (11:54:37 PM): best frieend?
linc2479 (11:54:39 PM): PSHH
linc2479 (11:54:40 PM): wteeefff
Craxiceanlandylo (11:54:43 PM): he was too tired to talk to me last night
Craxiceanlandylo (11:54:44 PM): D:
Craxiceanlandylo (11:54:51 PM): OKAY, if you dont wanna be my bff
Craxiceanlandylo (11:54:56 PM): fine, gosh.
linc2479 (11:55:45 PM): WHAAT
linc2479 (11:55:49 PM): im just kidding
linc2479 (11:55:53 PM): I was busy
linc2479 (11:56:00 PM): Getting drunk and all thaat
linc2479 (11:56:09 PM): whyd you call me anywaay??
linc2479 (11:56:11 PM): I forgot..
Craxiceanlandylo (11:56:13 PM): today or last night ? o_o
Craxiceanlandylo (11:56:15 PM): ...
Craxiceanlandylo (11:56:18 PM): ugh, nevermind.
linc2479 (11:56:23 PM): last night
Craxiceanlandylo (11:56:26 PM): yeah, nevermind.
linc2479 (11:56:26 PM): ??
linc2479 (11:56:30 PM): wtfuudge
linc2479 (11:56:35 PM): Now I wanna knoow...
Craxiceanlandylo (11:57:12 PM): sometimes I just wanna talk to you, cause if I haven't talked to you the whole day
Craxiceanlandylo (11:57:16 PM): then it seems like we're not friends
Craxiceanlandylo (11:57:17 PM): o_o
linc2479 (11:57:49 PM): whaat?
linc2479 (11:57:51 PM): why noot??
linc2479 (11:57:57 PM): we have a lot of days when we dont talk...
Craxiceanlandylo (11:58:07 PM): yeah -__-
Craxiceanlandylo (11:58:09 PM): exactly.
Craxiceanlandylo (11:58:20 PM): i don't wanna bug you, though

I JUST WANNA TALK TO YOU, OKAY ? LOSER

I am not bitter anymore.

before spring break.

If stars would fall every time I would think of you, the sky would soon be empty.

Oh heey, I like how you wore the ghetto rubber band I gave you today, & told me that it was lucky. You play volleyball better when you wear it, right ? Yeah, that made my day. (:

My best fraaan makes me laugh.
& so can my lick-ey. I like knowing I can put a smile on someone's face.

I like talking to you late at night. I hope everything's okay for you, too !

I want to get back in your life.

Tyler B,

Feel better soon !
I wish the best for you & your family. (:

St. Patrick's Day

Was a goood day, even if nothing eventful happened.
Even though my 8th period is unbelievably boring at times, sometimes I find myself laughing more in that class than I do all day. Haa, the kiddos in there are funny :D especially that one guy. I don't really talk to him, but he makes the funniest jokes, LOL. & I crack up so much when I see how denny hsu plays cello. I know it's mean, but you gotta see it, hahaa. speaking of which, I asked him to teach me a song today on piano, since all I know is classical stuff. So he showed me a pretty tune (:

Oh, and there was a model shoot going on in geometry today. tomas and chester are gay models. Coool, huh ? I asked mandy to go to sadie's with me next year, too. I'm gonna go all out for her, so she better say YES. or else she's gonna look like a jeerk in front of everyone else. Yeah, I gypped her, hahaa.

and afterwards, I went to a track meet with ryan, since he has no other friends. Lmao, jk ! he thinks I'm touchy though, LOL. pffft, yeaaah right d;
WE GOT FREE SHIRTS for helping out, xD well, I didn't get mine yet, but it's coming. I helped out with the high jump & talked to natasha, iolanda, and kerstine.
Left early to eat dinner with my aunts who are in town. Was alriight, & now I'm off to study for geometry. Bye, I hope tomorrow was as good as today ;)

Ashley,

I'm actually pretty happy at our school.
Everyone's so chill, & we're all connected to each other. We're all friends. The kids there are great, and so laid-back. Clark's not all full of nerdy geeks like you'd think, either, hahaa. I like how it's not so much a popularity contest at my school.
The discipline at our school isn't uptight, and we actually get a lot of freedom. Sure, our school's in the ghetto, we've had three fires this year, & kids steal the mirrors in our bathroom. But those things don't bother me much when I think about all the good things I've come to like about Clark.

The schoolwork is tough at times. We constantly stress about homework and projects. But we can always turn to someone to help us. We're always able to get help from others, eespecially since our school is full of freakin prodigies (x
& in fact, we have really, really good biology teachers. They actually take the time to teach us & make sure we understand everything.

Our magnet program is good. We have the resources & reputation at our school to help us get into good colleges. and there's also a TON of extra-curriculars; HOSA, science olympiad, DECA, key club, NHS, StuCo, etc. not to mention sports !

The kids in the magnet program are hella SMART, and have talent. I know a bunch of freshman who are taking Algebra 2/Trig H already. Our chamber orchestra is so amazing. & you hear so many good musicians every day. Like daang, I'm not kidding when I say sherry kim & jason gee are lengendary.

& yeah, sometimes I feel really average at my school, since everyone around me is so smart and talented. I actually like that sometimes, though, because those people make me push myself. They encourage me to do the best that I can.

I'm so glad that I was wrong for once. I thought I'd hate high school, but now I'm starting to really like it. So far, it HAS been a good freshman year.

So wait.

Are we supposed to be like best friends now ?

Uh,

Sorry, I guess I smack people too much, LOL. But HEY, if I hit you, that means we're preeetty close. (:

I wish I could wink (;

Aww, Sharon made my day !
We were walking back from lunch, & I was being all emo-like. She asked me a question I couldn't answer. After I started tearing up, she told me not to cry, and wiped away my tear. Literally. What a sweetheart <3

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Wesley: What's wrong with brittany ?
Ryan: Brittany hates all ______ today.

ROFL, I did ! For reals, man. I love how you can read my mind, ryan, hahaa.

Cold Day.

Freezed my butt off today because of someone, AHEM.
Not saying it wasn't fun, but I'm surprised I'm not sick right now.

Hmm, guess I'm stronger than I thought.

LOL, I HAVE FRIENDS, GUYS. xD But yeah, a lot of people came, actually. & we played on the playgroud like little kids. I gave my sweater to shawn, but he wanted to steal it -__- Ha, isn't the guy supposed to give his jacket to the girl ?! Rofl, and we started walking around on all the tables since we thought it'd be warmer up there. Naiyana made BFFs with miles today, HAHA. Oh, Rev and his brother came, too. We're all so cool.

& we walked to McDonald's cause there was nothing else to do (x Today wasn't all thaat fun, but it was really nice to get away from everything. It was so good knowing that during that time, I didn't have to worry about crap.

then again, today just put everything on hold. Things will be stressful again, but I can't say I'm not used to it. Hope tomorrow's a good day !

Hmm,

Give & give & give. One day, there'll be nothing left.

And what do I do then ?

Idk, I already told you everything truthfully.

It's up to you, dear.

Never thought I'd get plaaayed, but I did.

Rofl.

Tyler: "WE'RE ALL IN A CRISIS RIGHT NOW.
What do I say ?! The first thing I sent her was, 'don't worry, I'm not gay.' OH MY GOSH. & then I started talking about Dear John !
I CAN'T SOUND STUPID RIGHT NOW. Maybe I should tell her that I was in choir in 5th grade. WAIT, NO, SHE'LL THINK I'M A LOSER. "

LOL, you're so funny, tyler (x
Don't freak out so much. you always get the girl in the end anyways.


Funny how I can be a good ex, but not a good girlfriend.

Should've, Would've, Could've

What went wrong ?

I want so much to give you everything. You were everything I wanted, but I had nothing to offer you.
I would give you my heart, but you already have it.

I'll admit,

I feel like a complete failure right now.
All the things I want seem to be slipping away.