All-nighter with waikei & ashley.
Worked so long on our biology & english project O;
It was 3 a.m. before we finally headed upstairs & crashed. Only to wake up at 8:30 and start working on our projects again, asdf.
Miles came over, too, but she couldn't sleep over. We didn't get anything done while she was over, LOL. We all walked into Wal-Mart in our PJ's, cause Waikei felt self-conscious in her sweats xD
The entire night was spent painting, making stuff out of clay, cutting felt, glueing, & wondering when we'd get done. ROFL, I made romeo & juliet out of clay. Ashley's dad walks in, and says in Chinese, "Why's Juliet so ugly ?!" Lmao.
I got to say, waikei's a PICASSO. the outside of our cell box looks REALLY good, cause she painted Pooh, Tigger, and the hundred acre woods on it. I hope we get an A !
Naiyana & tyler called me, but told me to finish my homework instead -__-
And then, we made a birthday present for miles in the morning. HA, we painted a penguin on a shirt, & ironed on her name. "Hey Girl, it's your birthday. Say Aah ! " We made a hugee mess, too.
It was a productive day. Now I'm off to do even MORE homework.
Oh well, that's Clark.
& I took pictures of my projects. I'd upload them, but I don't have a USB cord for my phone.
YEAH, I'M PROUD OF THEM, OKAY ? LOL.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Oh gee.
Everything's going down the tube -__-
I miss you. I miss how my life was a few months ago.
Naiyana Puckdee:
I haven't been myself lately.
things are crazy right now, and I'm so sorry. I need some time to get my life back on track. please understand why I haven't been calling/texting you that much. I feel like that so many things are going wrong at the same time. & Of course I care about what's happening in your life. Of course I care about you. It's sad, because I don't know even know anything anymore. We need to update each other. I'll make time for you. & I'll call you tomorrow, okay ?
I miss you, best friend.
______ :
Where were you this week ? I can't complain, because it's not like I didn't do it to you before. I didn't want to say anything, since I didn't want to start something over nothing. So I just wrote you a short note.
I wasn't mad at you, I was just sad that you acted like I wasn't even there. I hated how I could be sitting right next to you, and you'd just turn the other way, not even look at me. And I know I shouldn't complain about this. I don't have the right to. But I am, because it DID hurt. I guess I'm at a loss for words. I'm sorry.
This week suckeeed, HAHAHA.
I miss you. I miss how my life was a few months ago.
Naiyana Puckdee:
I haven't been myself lately.
things are crazy right now, and I'm so sorry. I need some time to get my life back on track. please understand why I haven't been calling/texting you that much. I feel like that so many things are going wrong at the same time. & Of course I care about what's happening in your life. Of course I care about you. It's sad, because I don't know even know anything anymore. We need to update each other. I'll make time for you. & I'll call you tomorrow, okay ?
I miss you, best friend.
______ :
Where were you this week ? I can't complain, because it's not like I didn't do it to you before. I didn't want to say anything, since I didn't want to start something over nothing. So I just wrote you a short note.
I wasn't mad at you, I was just sad that you acted like I wasn't even there. I hated how I could be sitting right next to you, and you'd just turn the other way, not even look at me. And I know I shouldn't complain about this. I don't have the right to. But I am, because it DID hurt. I guess I'm at a loss for words. I'm sorry.
This week suckeeed, HAHAHA.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Eww,
I have to say, I've changed a lot this year.
But still, there are little things that'll get me down. Make me realize that I'll never be as beautiful, or talented, or special as those other girls.
& today, I didn't cry. I didn't want to. But I knew in my heart, how disappointed I was, how much I blew it. How much I wanted to know that there WAS one thing I was good at. Because it wasn't just a competition to me. I didn't want to win first place, I just wanted to know that there was something special about me, a talent that I had. Come on, now, 8 years, and the best I've ever gotten was an honorable mention last year. & It's true, I need reassurance. I don't like admitting it. And I hold music so close to me. Because sometimes, when I put my fingers on those keys, there's no other way I can let myself go. But oh well, I'll keep trying.
You have to keep pushing yourself. Have faith, get some confidence. WORK for it, dang.
But still, there are little things that'll get me down. Make me realize that I'll never be as beautiful, or talented, or special as those other girls.
& today, I didn't cry. I didn't want to. But I knew in my heart, how disappointed I was, how much I blew it. How much I wanted to know that there WAS one thing I was good at. Because it wasn't just a competition to me. I didn't want to win first place, I just wanted to know that there was something special about me, a talent that I had. Come on, now, 8 years, and the best I've ever gotten was an honorable mention last year. & It's true, I need reassurance. I don't like admitting it. And I hold music so close to me. Because sometimes, when I put my fingers on those keys, there's no other way I can let myself go. But oh well, I'll keep trying.
You have to keep pushing yourself. Have faith, get some confidence. WORK for it, dang.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Crossing my fingers.
Can I pull this off by tomorrow ?
Ah, my reputation is at stake, haha.
Alright, I'm off.
Ah, my reputation is at stake, haha.
Alright, I'm off.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
The Perfect Guy.
I wrote this a while ago.
My Perfect Guy will, basically, be both my best friend & my boyfriend.
He'll be loveable, cute, a one-of-a-kind guy. He'll make me realize how lucky I am to have him. He'll accept the fact that I'm not perfect, but like me all the same. He sees my flaws, but helps me become a better person. He will change me in a way that no one else ever will. & He'll always be able to make me laugh, and cheer me up when I'm down. He won't think any less of me, even when he sees me at my worst. He will help me get over my shyness, and show me how to really like someone. I want him to understand my sense of humor, especially when no one else does. He'll teach me how to play football, but won't laugh at me when he sees how much I suck at it.
My perfect guy doesn't have to reassure me all the time, because he won't need to. He'll teach me to have more faith in myself. My perfect guy will have a good head on his shoulders, and tell me when I'm doing something wrong. Oh, & super smart too ! He'll be talented, & will inspire me. He won't be awkward at all. His friends will like me, and think we're the perfect couple. He'll have good style, and good taste in music. He'll let me do sweet things for me, but meet me half-way. He'll be super lame & a bit corny, but in a cute way. I'll be comfortable with him, and not so prude. We'll be able to talk to each other on the phone until we're dying, early in the morning. He'll send me texts that'll make me smile (: & I don't mind if I'm not the only girl in his life. As long as he's with me, then I'll be happy. It doesn't matter what we do together, because we'll always have fun. He'll flirt with me at the right times. He'll joke, tease me, & make me blush. He'll be satisfied just holding hands with me, & notice the little things. He'll surprise me, and keep me on my feet. He'll be sweet, and even if he won't admit it, he'd hate to lose me. He'll understand that I'm indecisive, & help me forget about my doubts in relationships.
This was supposed to be posted on valentine's day, sorry. xD
My Perfect Guy will, basically, be both my best friend & my boyfriend.
He'll be loveable, cute, a one-of-a-kind guy. He'll make me realize how lucky I am to have him. He'll accept the fact that I'm not perfect, but like me all the same. He sees my flaws, but helps me become a better person. He will change me in a way that no one else ever will. & He'll always be able to make me laugh, and cheer me up when I'm down. He won't think any less of me, even when he sees me at my worst. He will help me get over my shyness, and show me how to really like someone. I want him to understand my sense of humor, especially when no one else does. He'll teach me how to play football, but won't laugh at me when he sees how much I suck at it.
My perfect guy doesn't have to reassure me all the time, because he won't need to. He'll teach me to have more faith in myself. My perfect guy will have a good head on his shoulders, and tell me when I'm doing something wrong. Oh, & super smart too ! He'll be talented, & will inspire me. He won't be awkward at all. His friends will like me, and think we're the perfect couple. He'll have good style, and good taste in music. He'll let me do sweet things for me, but meet me half-way. He'll be super lame & a bit corny, but in a cute way. I'll be comfortable with him, and not so prude. We'll be able to talk to each other on the phone until we're dying, early in the morning. He'll send me texts that'll make me smile (: & I don't mind if I'm not the only girl in his life. As long as he's with me, then I'll be happy. It doesn't matter what we do together, because we'll always have fun. He'll flirt with me at the right times. He'll joke, tease me, & make me blush. He'll be satisfied just holding hands with me, & notice the little things. He'll surprise me, and keep me on my feet. He'll be sweet, and even if he won't admit it, he'd hate to lose me. He'll understand that I'm indecisive, & help me forget about my doubts in relationships.
This was supposed to be posted on valentine's day, sorry. xD
Friday, February 12, 2010
I'm a bit dazed.
Why am I so freaaakin gay ?
I wish I could be your perfect girl.
I can't believe everything you did for me. & I don't want to forget this, so I'm gonna blog about it so I'll remember exactly what happened.
You told me to come to school at 6:30. & when I got there, I saw karlo running away with a pink poster. I thought about going after him, but was too lazy xD & then, you called me and told me to meet you outside the theater. When I got there, you gave me a hug, and told me to sit down. I was shivering like crazy, cause it was so dang COLD, and I was wearing sandals. You told me to close my eyes, and that you'd be right back.
So I did as you said, and when you ran back to me, you clasped a necklace around my neck. You kissed me on the cheek, and told me to open my eyes.
And behind you, I saw a long, pink banner that said, " Will you be my valentine? " Bobo was recording us with her camera, & was holding one side of the poster, while karlo was holding the other. In front of me, you were on one knee, holding a bouquet of flowers. You gave me a big white teddy bear, and I was too shocked to do anything except give you a big hug and say thank you.
You handed me a box of chocolates, & a card with a note inside. "You taught me how to really like someone.. you can return everything if you want, but not the necklace, because my heart is there. Since you agreed to be my valentine, how about we go on a date on sunday ? " By far the sweetest thing any guy has ever done for me <3
I wish I could be your perfect girl.
I can't believe everything you did for me. & I don't want to forget this, so I'm gonna blog about it so I'll remember exactly what happened.
You told me to come to school at 6:30. & when I got there, I saw karlo running away with a pink poster. I thought about going after him, but was too lazy xD & then, you called me and told me to meet you outside the theater. When I got there, you gave me a hug, and told me to sit down. I was shivering like crazy, cause it was so dang COLD, and I was wearing sandals. You told me to close my eyes, and that you'd be right back.
So I did as you said, and when you ran back to me, you clasped a necklace around my neck. You kissed me on the cheek, and told me to open my eyes.
And behind you, I saw a long, pink banner that said, " Will you be my valentine? " Bobo was recording us with her camera, & was holding one side of the poster, while karlo was holding the other. In front of me, you were on one knee, holding a bouquet of flowers. You gave me a big white teddy bear, and I was too shocked to do anything except give you a big hug and say thank you.
You handed me a box of chocolates, & a card with a note inside. "You taught me how to really like someone.. you can return everything if you want, but not the necklace, because my heart is there. Since you agreed to be my valentine, how about we go on a date on sunday ? " By far the sweetest thing any guy has ever done for me <3
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Busy.
I'm REALLY SORRY if I haven't been calling anyone lately. I've been swimming in homework. Trust me, I'm not ignoring you. I'll call you guys when I'm not ALSKDFJOIWEU busy, okay ?
To Do:
1. Human Enzyme Catalog.
- & yes, I will be pissed off if my group doesn't do their part. Especially considering the fact that we got a 'D' on our last lab report cause they were too lazy to fix their sections o__o
2. BOLOGNINI.
- Oh craaap, I hope I'm ready by then.. I should practice after this. How awful, I was trying to play the cadenza to my Chopin piece today in 8th period, & I couldn't remember half of it.
3. Solo & Ensemble
- Ew. LOL. I'm gonna be sooo tired that day. I better not fail as an accompanist OR soloist -_-
4. Figuring out what to do for you on Valentine's Day.
5. WHAT AM I GETTING MY DAD FOR HIS BIRTHDAY ?
6. Jennifer's birthday, I hope it's fun (:
I can't wait til this week is over.
To Do:
1. Human Enzyme Catalog.
- & yes, I will be pissed off if my group doesn't do their part. Especially considering the fact that we got a 'D' on our last lab report cause they were too lazy to fix their sections o__o
2. BOLOGNINI.
- Oh craaap, I hope I'm ready by then.. I should practice after this. How awful, I was trying to play the cadenza to my Chopin piece today in 8th period, & I couldn't remember half of it.
3. Solo & Ensemble
- Ew. LOL. I'm gonna be sooo tired that day. I better not fail as an accompanist OR soloist -_-
4. Figuring out what to do for you on Valentine's Day.
5. WHAT AM I GETTING MY DAD FOR HIS BIRTHDAY ?
6. Jennifer's birthday, I hope it's fun (:
I can't wait til this week is over.
Monday, February 1, 2010
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