If I get rejected,

then that's okay. If you don't want to friends with me, then that's okay too. Because I know that I've done everything that I possibly could have, and that I held on until the very end. So no, I won't be bitter or angry about what the outcome will be. If you decide to reject me, I will be disappointed, but I most definitely will not be angry. In a way, I'm also doing this for my own closure.

I have to know that I at least gave this one last go before I let go.

It's annoying to have small hands. -______-

This winter break,

I've been having too much time to think about things.. LOL. Maybe it's because I've been watching some sappy Korean drama. I dunno, everything kinda feels like a dream. Nothing's really changed, but I'm starting to see things in a different light.

Watching

"You're Beautiful" right now. & omg, shin woo! ): I feel so bad for him. Why don't the girls ever choose the nice guys? Man.

I hope that you'll wait for me.

Be prepared for a surprise after you come back from winter break. (:

I'm

excited to watch my friends ask their guys to Sadie's. (:<
I want to go to Sadie's, just so I can spy on them, LOL. But I don't think I'm going this year. No one I would want to go with, hahaha. My friends keep telling me that I should ask "Dee," but I don't really want to. There's only really one person I could imagine myself going with, & I can't ask him, so that's out of the question, lol. But it's alright, I can sit this one out.

Who

wants to go to sadie's with me?! Jk, I might not go this year. I was supposed to ask Mandy, but she's asking someone else, so now I have no date, hahaha. & since there's no guy that I'd want to go with, I might as well just stay home. Hmmm, what to do..

Why do I even care? -____-

I like getting unexpected hugs. (: