Please let me have straight A's this semester. T___T
I can't lose my valedictorianship LOL. Not yet. I'm only a sophomore.

16th birthday.

I was sitting in my ap bio class today, and I seriously asked myself what day it was. Then I remembered, it's my birthday, & it hasn't even sunk in yet. I'm 16. I feel.. old. There's so much more I want to accomplish befor I turn 18, & it feels like I'm running out of time. Soon, I'll be graduating & going off to college. The thought of It makes me sad.
But, on a brighter note, I really am thankful for all my friends & family & everyone who wished me a happy birthday today. I didn't feel like such a wallflower. Hopefully this will be a good year! :)

No motivation to do anything.

I don't feel like studying, I don't feel like finishing my homework either. Sigh, it's just one of those lazy days.

Why can't we just be on okay terms with each other? I mean, really, is that so hard?

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Why are you such a spoiled brat. T__T

Things keep piling up & I haven't been able to manage my time wisely. At the end of the day, I feel unaccomplished, & I tell myself that I'll get everything I need to get done tomorrow. But the problem with that mindset is that there will be even more to do tomorrow, & it'll be harder to get it done. Lately, I just feel like I haven't been giving my all, I haven't been trying hard enough. & it makes me wonder why I'm like this. April has not been a good month. Hopefully May will be better.