i have a feeling.

that this is going to bite me back in the future.

Growing up with some of the most talented and inspirational kids on the west side, you always hope that you'll be able to achieve what they've already accomplished. Things are hard, though, and I don't think I could ever get that far. & I never will unless I put in the amount of work that hey have.

Funny how fast this blog changed my attitude.

Well, I better get it cracking and start practicing. (:

bored out of my mind.

waste of SPACE.

the holidays.

haven't been all so great so far. what'd I expect, right ?
don't expect too much, you'll get disappointed, dearly.

It's weird, because I DIDN'T notice.
& the thing is, yeah, i do talk about what happens at my school entirely too much. but YOU came into my life first, and nothing will ever change that. You're my best, BEST friend. I could never replace you. You think any of the new people I met could ever amount to the friendship we have ? I highly doubt it. And really, when I talk to my Clark friends, I'm always telling them about you. I'm pretty sure all my friends know you now, because I'm always telling them about everything that we've done together in the past, & how I'm excited to go over to your house and hang out. You don't know how much we miss you.

It's my fault, I didn't notice until now that me, you, & ashley were drifting. There WILL be times when this happens in high school, but it won't stay that way. We'll always come back to you. I'm sorry if it seems like things are falling apart, but they're not. Things will get better, I promise.

We love you, don't forget, alright ?

Gravity ,

Every night, never thought anyone would get to me
Opened up a part of me I never knew
Finally gravity pulled us closer ,
I feel like somebody just knocked me over, and I've fallen

sadies.

was fun at first, but it seemed like something was wrong.
LOL, barely anyone showed up. but that's okaay, our group was cool (;

Aw, I'd have to thank dennis, for trying to cheer me up.
Thanks for showing that you care, <3
You even wanted to dance with me when everyone left & went to go sit down.
haa, thanks bud :D

I tried to teach Ryan how to dance, but I don't really think he got the hang of it (x

& I don't believe it. I don't think I ever could, and I'm sorry.
You told me to forget about it, and I know that I should, but I can't. I don't know what to think anymore, and I hate being so unsure. Can we figure this out ?

blackout.

Amazing how worked up we get when we don't have electricity for a couple hours.