We are impossible.

Nothing ever seems to work out for us.

Worried.

Kay, this will be a really random post. (x

Man, there are so many things on my mind. School's starting in a few days. Summer's ending. MTNA's coming up in a few months. I need to memorize my Haydn piece & work on my Chopin. I need to wash my cat, LOL. Lessons are on Monday. I need to go buy jeans. What should I wear on the first day? My plants are dying. I should get a haircut.

& I have a really ugly tan line, HAHAHA.
Alright, I'm done.

Hm,

Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls

Now doesn't this song bring up memories?

I've noticed.

My blog has a lot of grammatical errors, because I type whatever comes to my mind & don't bother to proofread it. xD

I feel like I should go back and edit some of my blogs now, hahaha.

Friend-hopping.

I do not approve.

I've noticed that a couple of guys that have 'liked' me would friend-hop. They would have a crush on my best friend before/after they would 'like' me. & I guess I never realized how much it bugged me until now. I had a feeling that those guys didn't actually like me. I feel like they just wanted to be in a relatonship, so they tried to go for me right after things didn't work out with my best friend. Seriously now. Are you THAT desperate to be in a relationship?! Was I just a rebound or something to you?

I mean, I guess some guys don't realize they're doing it. But that doesn't make it right. & besides, friend-hopping will change what people think of you. They might think you're trying to get at everyone. o__o

But in a way, I do feel bad for those guys. I just wish that they knew ahead of time that you don't have to be in a relationship to be happy.

09-10 Dances

Forthcoming - Boring. It was nice seeing my friends, but I didn't know most of the people there. The school & decorations were nice, but it wasn't exactly an exciting dance. (x

Sadie's - I'd actually consider this my favorite dance. It was fun, even though we didn't match at all, HAHAH. It was my first time slow-dancing. Ha, I still remember what song it was, too. I was a bit confused why you left me at times, so I got a little down. But at the end of the night, you called & told me why.

Aloha's - Eww, LOL. My least favorite. It was just like too much stuff happening at the same time o___o. Like how awkward it was with the person I went with, & how my friends kept leaving me. Oh, and I also didn't like how I had to reject your offer to dance with me. -____-
And I somehow ended up taking the Aloha picture with Carl. Strange, strange things happened that night.. But I did find it sweet how you gave me your jacket at the end of the dance & tried to help me. Besides that, though, I didn't really enjoy Aloha.

Well

"I'll just call her/him tomorrow."

That gets me into a lot of trouble.. LOL.
I can't believe I procrastinate, even when it comes to calling people -____-''
I got issues, lol.

Forget this.

I'm tired of moping around. I'll just call you, to put my mind at ease. -____-
I doubt you'll pick up, though. You probably don't care.

I got

a blister over a blister. Eww, haha.

Lol. (x

Coach: Keep your eyes open when you're serving the ball.
B: .. My eyes were open. Am I really that chinky?
Siyi: HAHAHAHA!

One day.

Today was my first day of conditioning. & I almost died, HAHAHA. I haven't thrown up.. yet. But I have a feeling I will tomorrow.
I'm so tired. I'm afraid that I'll be all sore in the morning. I dunno if I can last through tomorrow -___- How sad, I'm so weak, LOL.
My left forearm has purple & blue blotches/bruises all over it. It hurts. (x
I can't complain though, cause Miles' arms are waay worse. Ouch.
I won't make the team. So what's my back-up sport? I really don't know.
I'm like the worst sophomore there. Ugh. That's to be expected, though.

I'm just hoping I'll make it through tomorrow okay.. xD

Alright, I'm tired. Bye.