If only I

could have told you in person

Thank you. You are such an inspiration.

Good luck at college, I'll miss listening to you play.
You are the most talented person I've ever come across. I know you'll go very far in life.

Thanks, again. (:

Orchestra Banquet.

Pretty tired, but happy.

Ashley, Tomas, & Carl came over after school to make cupcakes.
It was fun, LOL. Our decorating skills weren't exactly the best, though.
Tomas got locked out of the house at one point too, lmao.
The banquet was goodas well. I feel like a fatty, there was too much food.
& The slideshow at the end of the banquet was touching. All the seniors were told to stand up during the awards ceremony for servicing the orchestra for four years. It'll be sad watching such talented & inspirational people leave Clark, but it's gotta happen.
Seeing the senior slideshow makes me wonder how far I'll get in the next four years. Who knows?

I like making you laugh.

Thanks!

To all my friends who told me happy birthday today. (:
& I was afraid everyone would forget, haha.

I didn't do anything today, but I think the aloha dance last night was enough to celebrate it.

The dance was kind-of weird, but ehh. Oh well, LOL.
Thank you to ashleey, who made it through the whole night with me !
& also TD for trying to help. I think I just made a new friend, too.
The school year's about to end, I should just leave everything as it is.

Some things

are still the same as they've always been.
No matter how different you think it is between two people, there are still those residual feelings they still have about each other, long after everything's been said & done. But why ?

I was speechless because those were almost all the same things I was thinking.
It IS different, but at the same time, it's actually not.

Well, it's a waiting game then, isn't it ?
But in the meantime, I'll still try my best to stay happy & keep everything in balance.

You'll always be in the back of my mind, but I'll try not to worry anymore.

hey you,

I finally found it, after all this time.
- You & I.

Let's,

get to know each other before I make any judgements.
& to be honest, this is the first time I've been asked to a dance, LOL.
So, uhh, thanks ? I usually ask the guy, haha.
Hm, feels a bit different to be in the other position.

But I've been wondering this the whole day; why me ? I'm shy, I'm awkward, I'm not funny, & I barely know you. I guess I'm the type of person who can't say 'no.' It's not a question of whether I should, but more of why I shoudn't. & it's not like I'm gonna die if I go, so I might as well.
I hope we can be friends.
Nothing more; friends. I'm sorry.

Oh, and the other thing that's been on my mind: why am I dreading to see you with your girlfriend ? I thought I was over it. These past few weeks might have changed my mind.


My theory exam's tomorrow. I'm dead.
Wish me luck d;

-__-

My computer's not compatible with anything.
Windows Vista sucks.

I want

you to tell me what's going on every now and then.

I don't want to have to squeeze it out of you; can't you just tell me ? I thought we were close enough for that. Things didn't seem okay today, & I'm sorry I kept bugging you about it, but I was really hoping you'd tell me.
I'll be there for you if you would just let me.
Besides, it's the least I owe you.

I wonder

how you feel about me.