MTNA.

Me & sharon are representing nevada at southwest regionals for senior piano duet.
We placed first at the state conference. I'm still so surprised.

I'm happy, because our hard work DID pay off. But at the same time, I feel guilty, because I know the other duet group was more skilled than us. I wonder why it turned out this way. But we were given this opportunity, so let's make the best of it.

"Brittany, you're so chinky."

I always get teased because of my eyes. I know it's not that big of a deal, but after hearing it so many times, I'm starting to get self-conscious. Whenever I see myself in a picture, the first thing I notice is how chinky I am. I mean, I've always KNOWN that I've had small eyes, but it didn't really bother me that much before. Am I really so chinky that people have to point it out all the time?

This has been bugging me for a while, & I feel better now that I've gotten that off my chest.

I got about

an hour & a half of sleep last night. Or, rather, this morning. I was somehow able to stay awake during school. O__O

Busy day tomorrow. Better sleep "early."

You jerk.

Studying for

PSAT's & math test. ):
Sleep. I want sleep. I never get enougn sleep nowadays.

I feel the need the push myself.

You're only young once, right? Now is the time to work hard. I don't want to regret anything. I don't want to look back at my teenage years & realize what a waste they were.

DBQ's.

Craxiceanlandylo (10:47:48 PM): Dude, I was looking up the ap essays online
Craxiceanlandylo (10:47:52 PM): & the average score is 2
Craxiceanlandylo (10:47:55 PM): out of 7
Craxiceanlandylo (10:47:56 PM): LOL
strings (10:47:59 PM): D:
strings (10:48:01 PM): oh no
strings (10:48:10 PM): well duh they give us 3 essays in what 2 hours?
strings (10:48:24 PM): this ONE essay probably gonna take me 2 hours
Craxiceanlandylo (10:48:33 PM): True dat.

Ugh. I need to get started on my essay. -___-

October.

My life - homework & piano. Lool, not even kidding. I go to music & arts like 3/4 times a week now. o___o
& I don't go out anymore, because I have too much homework.. LOL. I don't mind, though. It's nice being productive.

Sorry I'm such an awkward person.

So today, at RTC

We were all standing in a huge "line" to get our food. When I say "line," I mean mosh pit. LOL. Well, anyways, we were all crowded together for 40 minutes, waiting for the food to come. It was super uncomfortable and sweaty. Oh, ¬ to mention that everyone was invading my personal space. (x
Well, anyways, right when the food came, I dropped my plate on the floor. & since there were no more plates, I figured I'd just eat off Ashley's plate.

But instead, this guy from A-tech picks my plate off the ground, & gives me his. When I tried to tell him that he didn't have to, he just smiled and said that he didn't mind.

The kindness of strangers can make my day. It's the little things that count to me.

Tomorrow

is RTC & pre-MTNA performance. Lol, I dislike clashing events.

When will we stop being so stubborn?

I always end up feeling guilty whenever this happens. It's impossible to stay mad at you.