I hate looking at my crappy grades on parentlink. -____________-
I feel like this will be the first semester to break my 4.0. My grades are terrible. I need to get things straightened out

I usually don't say this, but FML. I feel super uncomfortable & I need to study for my math test tomorrow. My cramps are so bad this time around that they are interfering with the things I need to do. I'm starting to worry that this will be a problem in the future as well.

Sometimes I wonder if people say yes to things because they want to, or if it's just because they don't want to be rude.

Man. Around the holiday season, I am such a fatty. LOL. It seems like this year, everything's kind-of crept up on me. Maybe it's because I've been busy, but I didn't even realize that Thanksgiving was next week until someone mentioned it. Sigh. I like being busy, but it's hard to keep up with everything.

You know you're busy when you think eating dinner takes too much time.. LOL. This week will be crazy.

Is it too late for me?

Maybe. But regardless, I will try my best. I want to prove you wrong. Most importantly, i want to do this for myself. I have never felt more motivated than I do now. I WILL work hard, & do the best that I can. Hopefully I won't give up, hahah. I wanto to believe that I can do anything I set my mind to. & if that's naive of me, then that's fine. I'll just have to find out for myself.

And seeing you today, made me realize that you don't have to great at absolutely everything you do. We all have our strengths & weaknesses. I don't think I've ever met someone like you. I admire you.