I've been blind.

Because it didn't occur to me until today how nice of a guy you are.
I always KNEW, but I never expected you would do all those things for me.

Thank you, for not leaving me. Thank you for not laughing at me,
Thank you for pushing me to finish, all the way to the end. Thank you, for staying with me, no matter how embarrassed you were. Thank you, for the encouragement. Thank you, for lending me your hoodie while it was cold outside. Thank you for being so sweet to me.
& most importantly, thank you for not giving up on me.
I'm sure everyone told you to, but you didn't. You're still giving me a chance.

Heey, I'm going after you, maan.

And with all those thank you's, I have to tell you a couple of sorry's, too.

I'm sorry that I am completely clueless at times. I'm sorry that I'm so shy. I'm sorry I can't be a better girl for you. I'm sorry that I pushed you away these past few weeks. I'm sorry for being clingy, I'm sorry for being jealous. I'm sorry for not trying harder. I'm sorry for not making the first move. I'm sorry for confusing you. And I'm sorry for making things way more complicated & difficult than they need to be. I'm sorry.

I wasn't lying when I said you meant a lot to me.