Doing homework.

I guess I'll be staying up late tonight. Hmph, I knew I shouldn't have napped today. ):

My showertime is usually when I think about things. & while worrying about which classes I should be taking, I wondered if you would still be in my classes next year. I know, it's strange that I still think about you sometimes. But anyways, I was thinking about how disappointed I'd be if you were in my classes & still decided to ignore me. It got me thinking, why couldn't you have just put everything that happened between us behind you? Why couldn't everything have been okay between us? After I asked you to Sadie's, I really didn't care anymore. What if we're stuck with each other for the next two years, & things don't change? We could have still been friends, but I guess not since you didn't want to. If you didn't want me in your life, then that's okay. It actually wasn't fine, but I'd rather say that it was because it's a lot easier for me to be indifferent than to keep getting rejected by you.