Don't you think

I understand better than anyone else, that things are different now because you have a girlfriend ?! Of course I do. & I try to be understanding, but you can't expect me not to get hurt sometimes. Don't you think I'm allowed to be sad, because you've blown me off like 3 times now ? I know, you didn't mean to. You had other things to do. But when I tell you that I MISS YOU, and try to make plans with you, it just seems you like don't care.

What happened between us ? Just because it's summer, doesn't mean you can avoid me. School does not tie us together. Why can you be friends with everyone at northwest, but not me ? I'm trying to get close to you. But why aren't you letting me? & why, WHY do you still affect me so much ? It's like whatever I do, I can't let go of you.

Being friends was good enough for me. But now you don't even want that? I know that once school starts again, we'll be back to normal & we'll still be friends, but I won't forget what happened between us this summer. How do you ever expect me to keep in touch with you when we're out of school ?! I'm trying, I really am. But you gotta give something back, too. Don't ignore my phone calls, or IM's. Don't blow me off when I ask you to hang with me. Just stop, okay?

You still mean a lot to me. If you miss me, then please put in some effort. Please, just stop pushing me away.