It's not that I don't want to give it a shot.
But I'm scared that I'll embarrass myself in front of everyone. I KNOW I will. It's like that sinking feeling in your stomach when you haven't prepared enough for a competition. That's how I feel about conditioning. Sick to my stomach just thinking about it.
I can't run, at all. & I have ZERO endurance. So many girls are trying out, and the chances of me making it in is nonexistant. I have no chance. I don't want everyone to know me as the girl who finished last on the track, or the girl who threw-up the first day. I really don't know.
I mean, I don't want to regret not taking the chance. But I'm too afraid. I already know I have no athletic capabilities. I just don't want all the other girls to see that, too. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused.
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